when it rains, it pours

thing have been happening. so many things. and even more things are happening too. some good, some bad. mostly good. i feel like my life could make or break at any given moment. i'm just holding on and hoping i don't fall off at this point.

life, currently:

Sun is shining.
Birds are singing.
Flowers are growing.
Clouds are looming.
And I am flying.

happy holiday

beliefs

Is it so terribly inconceivable to comprehend God with one's senses? Why does he hide in a cloud of half-promises and unseen miracles? How can we believe in the faithful when we lack faith? What will happen to us who want to believe, but can not? What about those who neither want to nor can believe? Why can't I kill God in me? Why does He live on in me in a humiliating way - despite my wanting to evict Him from my heart? Why is He, despite all, a mocking reality I can't be rid of?

dream actress

her name is hannah murray.
yes, please.