everything feels different.

but everything's the same.

please be there for me.
i'll be waiting.
with a gun and a pack of sandwiches.
and nothing.
nothing.

fitter happier

every time i get drunk.
i realize what a great album ok computer is.
and how it really did change my life.

well not maybe EVERY TIME.
but OK Computer is the album.
the album.
holy shit.
I'm really fucking drunk.

all I want for Christmas.

is to go somewhere else for New Years.
And see someone else.

moving

maybe.
oh god, please let this work out.

stepping up

i'm stepping up
on the ladder.
a few more rungs
and i'm there.