i had a dream about you last night
again
the second in three nights
and in this dream
we were as i wished we were
as i wish we could have been
it felt real
my dreams don't ever feel real
i know that i'm dreaming (its a skill i'm proud of)
but i got fooled this time
and then i woke
and realized it was a dream
and i started crying
and i cried viciously
so viciously that i became exhausted
and fell asleep again
and went back to dreaming about you
but in this dream
i was crying
and you asked me what was wrong
why was i crying
and i told you that you weren't real
and there was no chance of this happening in real life
because this was a dream
and then i woke up again
and i looked at my phone
and saw what you said
and started crying again
i've been listening to sad songs all day
